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Monday, January 29, 2007

::Surreal::

Yupz im finally back on9, juz managed to fix my connection probz 30 mins ago..Hav been doin abit of thinkin these past few dayz, im even surprised i hav d time, apart from d rushing around 4 d youthz as well as d yf camp `07, life seems to significantly slow down 4 me..maybe its bcoz of my sem timetable, haha..

Well, d fact of d matter is dat if everything turns out right, dis year mite b my last year here, in malaysia, which is starting to get to me, hehe..since d move to penang it seems dat i will hav to move to a new enviroment every 3-5 years, haha, stayed in penang for 3 years, here for another 4 including this year, n about another what 4-5 in aussie b4 i come back?..haiz...

God's plan?, i dunno..d prospect of me living on my own in a diff country, society, n on alien food is kinda scary but i guess its time..gonna b 19 dis year, aaahhhh d agony lolz, n 20 nxt year, d big "2"-"0"..guess i cant stay wif my parents for my whole life, holding on to life d way i want it while everybody else moves on..but yea, it still scares me n worries me..

Gonna give my all again 4 d youthz dis year, gotta find my so called "heir" or "successor" soon, "Lord" Iain bluek, lolz..yea, its gonna b a year to remember, a year to look forward to, a year to be thankful for..dis i reli hope..

`07, d perfect num, God's num..hehe, guess we'll juz hav to c wat happens huhh???...ciaoz...