Thursday, August 10, 2006
A dream I had..The Voice:Walking in a crowd all alone,Watching and hearing nothing at all,Spacing out in to myself,The surroundings fading into itself.Thinking how I've become this way,Looking back for things misplaced,Wondering why it turned out this way,All reality distorted and shattered.Then I looked up when I heard a voice calling me,A voice I recognize deep within me,The voice that matters most to me,I turn looking, searching for the One who called me.Looking around, I searched and found,The One who called, the One whose voice I love,Staring in disbelief, in doubt and in surprise,Not knowing how, when, what or why.Happiness engulfs my entire being,Joy erupts from deep within me,Memories of times past fill me,Finally I've found my love standing right infront of me.Then suddenly the world around me starts to shake,My love starts fading, nothing remain,My heart cries, tears flowing down my face,But only echoes of the voice I love remains.Something I thought about..Love...:My heart can take no more of this,This feeling, this emotion, this uncertainty,Resting deep within my soul unwavering,Not seeming to go away or lessening.No one really understands it,Different interpretations and revelations,A mystery to all, a puzzle unsolved,A thing yet to be resolved.A word that describes all, A word that unites all,A word that brings forth life,A word that can destroy lives.A thing that makes people blind,A thing that messes with minds,Yet one thing's for sure, without a doubt,That love comes through everytime.Love is kind, love is patient,Love is strong, love is unexplainable,Love is heavy yet divine,Love is wonderful all the time.To be loved is one thing,To love is another,Yet love comes both ways,Only then can true love take place.One thing I learnt at TSF camp that reli struck me is dat love is the result of true understanding..not knowledge..we said it so many times dat God is Love, yet we do not reli understand wat it means..God is Love..Love will find a way, or make a way..indirectly we're saying dat God will make a way no matter wat happens..there may be a million or in human's case, 6 billion other "fishes" out there..but if there is only ONE other that is the same species as you, how???..a shark does not pair up wif a whale neither does a eel pair up with a dolphin..think about it..ppl nowadayz couple up juz like dat, not to mention breaking up at a snap of a finger..I cant understand how they do it, reli..its like they hav metal hearts or sumthing, wen break adi can juz melt and re-shape it back again..haiz, haha..I guess I am thinking abit 2 much..nyanyuk adi, lolz..OH YEA!!!..Happy Birthday CAXTON!!!..hahha..ps: 2 those who do not noe wat does nyanyuk mean, it actually means blurz..hahha, ciaoz..