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Thursday, March 23, 2006

Haiz..not feeling myself 2day..did alot of thinking yestaday nite after prayer meet..bout past, present and future..thinkin of all the promises I've made, all the commitments that I chose to take upon myself, all the past decisions n its consequences, as well as new commitments n decisions that I've got 2 make 2 make me a better person, emotionally, spiritually, even education wise..not knowing fully whether d choices made were the right one..only fully trusting Him and putting all my faith in Him, no matter how small it is..pressure piling, stress ever straining, but God will make it better God will help no matter what..just believe in Him..looking forward to yf this week tho..real excited over the release of our own post camp song..ps Daniel is comin over also..so im looking forward 2 a wonderful time of p&w as well as a wonderful time of hearing the word of God..youthz, come with your hearts open, come with the expectation that He will speak to you..come no matter what..even if ur sick...if you honour Him by comin even tho ur sick, I believe He will honour you back and heal you of ur sicknesses as you walk in...so COME!!!...haha..ciaoz...

wrote this yestaday:

You were there...

Pressures of the world presses in around me,
Seeking to dishearten, to destroy,
My soul is tired, my heart aches,
But You were there to catch me, You were there to pick me up.

When I looked back, back to the times where things seem bleak,
When all seemed lost and all seemed like falling apart,
Confusion consumed me , distorting all judgement and thoughts,
But You were there to guide me, You were there to show the way.

At times when I failed, with all hope gone,
At times when I falter, my faith shaken to the core,
I felt like giving up, felt like surrendering all,
But You were there to comfort me, You were there to give me hope.

When fear took me and rendered me useless,
When it gripped my heart and pulled me under,
I struggled and fought, with no avail,
Yet You were there to protect me, You were there to give me strength.

I hope that You would never go away,
Never leaving me, never forsaking me,
Being with me always so that I may say,
I will be there for You, just as you've been there for me, always.