Tuesday, February 21, 2006
My fren once wrote in his blog dat life is inversely proportionate to time, which is quite true if u think about it...time, the enemy of all living beings small or big, the ultimate changer, the ultimate destroyer, the thing dat has effected all humans throughout history...including me...but one thing remains the same...dat wat reli matters is now, the present...its not easy tho letting go of the past, wounds dat penetrate till the bone, scars dat act as reminders of bad times, constantly threatening to reopen...no doubt there r gud times, times spend wif frens, times where everything seemed prefect, but as human beings all dis things will fade from our memory faster then the bad ones...a gud proof of dis is wen ppl need photos 2 remind them of the gud memories wherelse enimities, bad things dat ppl hav done 2 us we can remember it 4 a lifetime...ppl say dat time can heal all things but in reality it doesnt, it leaves scars instead of wounds, onli temporal healing...there's a saying, all of us r finding 4 sumthing, searching, looking 4 a 'thing' throughout our short lives that completes us, but onli few will ever find it...true the saying is, but wrong the last part is...coz God is d oni person dat time canot defeat, our guide, our healer, and i believe dat He will show us n give us dat 'thing' in time...till then masks will b worn, the past will b locked in...Busy this past week, with studies, homework, n yf stuff...yf camp is ever nearing, so got more things to do...having abit of trouble thinking of more 'fun' things to torture, i mean to let the campers hav a 'wonderful' time, haha...food sale on sunday was a success, nearly aquired our target in 1 session...thk u Jesus...hope there will b more ppl signing up 4 d camp...so SIGN UP NOW U PPL OUT THERE!!!..wait...i also didnt sign up yet, hehe...signing up by this week, PROMISE!!!...did i mention dat this sun is da last week of the registration..haha...lazy 2 cont typing adi...abit moody 2day...haiz...ciaoz...