Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Slowly n blurry...like in a dream...dayz passes by like clouds in the sky...camp coming soon, quite excited about it i guess, tho im not sure...feeling kind of numb nowadayz, feeling uninterested in alot of things, n everything is bcoming like a routine...not a gud time in my life i guess, tho ppl may beg 2 differ...coz like there's been 3 new additions to my family in d past 2 week...my new mp3 player, a creative zen neeon, a new gameboy advance sp n d much craved sony psp...i shud b happy n excited i guess but not feeling it...so wat if i hav all of this, it dun matter at all...they're juz things, temporal by nature...im still seaching, looking but not finding the thing dat really matters most, the thing dat is eternal...its starting 2 get tiring, annoying even...in d midst of my test 1 now, studying n preparing myself enough...dun wan 2 repeat d mistake i made last year...hoping dat through the camp i wud b able 2 get rid of sum of this...till then gotta cope wif this....Ps: I accidentally deleted some of the html code in my blog template, resulting in the magical dissapearance of my c-box n all my links...haizzz...lazy 2 correct it...so jz leave a comment if u all hav anything 2 say...thx...