Tuesday, February 07, 2006
well...did nothing much dis new year..skipped coll d fri b4 cny 2 balik kampungz..on d way managed 2 eat goo bak min/ngau lam fun/ngau kei...hehe..reli miss it..then cont d journey 2 johor..met back wif my cuzzins n stuff...didnt reli do much except play ps game,watch movies n tok...did alot of thinkin dis hols,since there wasnt much 2 do newayz...realized much,considered much,found out alot bout myself, n thought out my priorities...managed 2 get alot of anime in jb tho,haha..1st time i c dvd seller giving ang pau...my cuz received 1 n we were all shocked dat there was reli money in there..lifes full of surprises...after staying bout 6 dayz in jb me family made our way 2 kuala pilah in negri sembilan..my moms hometown..got stuck in a very bad traffic jam on d highway 4 bout 1 n a half hours..the car was practically crawling...arrived there safely,d journey took bout 4 hours...haiz..saw my other cuzzins, relatives n stuff..kuala pilah is reli a kampung area n looking at the ppl there,the lifestyle there i can reli c how much God has bless me..heard stories of the old,funny 1's,scary 1's,sad 1's..managed 2 meet 1 of my mom's childhood frens,a old indian man,who doesnt noe how 2 tok wan...not even his own mother tongue but he helped my mom out alot last time,n hearing how he is surviving now reli humbles me..life is real tough 4 them..n yet they're still happy...left d nxt day..headed 4 d goo bak min shop again..but they oni left bee hoon,haiz,oh well...eat oni la...reached back home at 6..Grandad-in jb my dad,uncle,2 aunts,inez n me wen 2 visit my grandad's grave..it took us bout an hour 2 get there..n oni stayed there 4 bout 10 mins..wen i was standing infront of the grave i saw my name on d grave as well under d granson part..it was abit funny,i guess, looking at my name on a tombstone..then we prayed..as i heard my father prayed i cud hear the love dat my dad had 4 his father n looking at d faces of my uncle n aunts i cud reli c how much dis person meant to them..a person who i didnt noe but noes me n carried me wen i was a baby..the person who gave me my name, the person who i believe held on till he saw me, bcoz he died 2 months after i was born..to me my grandad is sort of like our Father in heaven..a person who noes me, loves me, n looks after me..a person who i want to noe more about, to have a relationship with..hearing how strong he was, how impacting he was in my dad's life, it reli saddens me dat i wud nvr noe him..but grandad i will try 2 b as strong as u were, as caring as u were, as impacting as u were..i love u too..
