Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Coll startd ad..n it managd 2 distract me from other things..but memories haunts me everywhere I go..emotions treathen to flow..guess I've got 2 b strong,got 2 hold on..but sometimes I jz wan 2 let go, let myself b engulfd in memories n emotions..God, wat hv u instore 4 me?, y muz it b dis way?..I guess all I can do is trust U, n believe dat things will work out..God, I pray dat U wud cont 2 strenghten me, dat U wud protect, bless, use, n help d 1 I love alwayz..amen..things have been ok so far, dayz passing by quickly wif no real significance, filled wif oni homework, music and thoughts..chinese new year is coming but dun feel like celebrating..oni d thoughts of ang pows and good food intrigues me, haha..lots on my mind now, haiz..cant help it..newayz a Happy Chinese New Year! 2 those celebrating, every1 else all Happy Holidayz! n most important of all 2 those already married, Gong Xi Fa Cai,ang pau gia lai!, lolz..ciaoz...